i find tat....without her... i will be like....dunno dunno....i can still carry on wif my life...but... i juz felt different when we are back to fren status...haiz....so f man... wif all de do and duns in my mind...wat for...haha....stupid sia.... i dun realli like to go clubbing....or wat...but...is there so fun? y she wanna go? haha....damn....she is onli a fren of mine...like zh and fm...i dun care like wat thery are doing ma...so y muz i care so much for wat she is doing...rite? juz hope tat she know wat is gd for her lo...yup... not tat i dun care for my fren...wat i mean is....de care for ruwen is like... i treat it like...she was my gf.... -_- diao rite? y i still like her man...y? y i still got de feelings for her?i thik tat i shouldn't bother tat much... tml got test..today suppose to study... but in de end...go out...to hav a dinner wif her...and out frenzz... WAT AM I DOING?!!!! WAT AM I DOING?!!! so f up man...maybe i should rest early tonite...tml things will turn out clearer and better....haiz....gdniteZz guysS...broSsss....Sis...Dude....evey one....world peace... vVv